Good morning dear reader,
Yesterday I got a small procedure done on my head. I’ve mentioned the trials I’ve been doing with the nerves being numbed. Yesterday the nerves were killed. They use radio waves to do it. Of course, when I made the appointment I was under the impression that this would be the last time I’d have to go through this. The procedure itself is quite painful. I was also told I would be dramatically better. When I got there yesterday I was told they can’t do both sides at the same time, so I have to come back and go through it again for the other side. I was told that after the procedure my pain would probably get worse for a few days before it started getting better. They sure didn’t lie about that! It’s really rough today. I was also told I could expect about a 50% improvement in my pain, which is much less than I was expecting. Of course, any relief is welcome. It was just a lot of disappointments.
The biggest thing on my mind today, except for this stupid headache, is that the wedding is less than three weeks away. I think I’m in pretty good shape preparation wise. I have my flowers (I love you June), my photographer is set up, the wedding cake is ordered, I have music for the ceremony, I have my dress and my shoes…..I’m sure I’m forgetting something on this list, but my brain doesn’t work well when it hurts.
I’m taking today and tomorrow off. Since I don’t have a job, how can I take a day off? I can accept that I’m useless today and not be stressing about housework or laundry, or any of those other things I work so hard to keep up with. I’m sure I’ll pay for it when I start again, but for now I’m off.
That being said, I think I’m going to keep this short and sweet today. I’m feeling absolutely no creativity today….sorry. Hopefully tomorrow my brain will be a bit more functional. We’ll see.
Until next time…