So I'm not dying, but I'm not living either. I'm simply existing in a world of pain and exhaustion.
I believe that if you're looking for strong people you should look for the people who see the worst of it and love you anyway.
I've learned over the years that if I focus on my pain, my pain takes over my life. So I try my best to focus on positive things.
My journey is more about trying to find the positivity and life on a daily basis.
Good morning dear reader, Yesterday I got a small procedure done on my head. I've mentioned the trials I've been doing with the nerves being numbed. Yesterday the nerves were killed. They use radio waves to do it. Of course, when I made the appointment I was under the impression that this would be the [...]
Hello Dear reader. I've missed you. Did you miss me? I apologize for not writing, but unfortunately it's been a really tough couple of months for me physically. While writing is not a physically strenuous task it does require clear thinking. My head is anything but clear when the headaches are bad. Lots of things [...]
Since we're going to be spending quite a bit of time together, I believe it's only fair for you to know a little bit about me. I want to tell you about the person I am now. The story of how I got here will come later and in bite-sized pieces. I am 48 years [...]